Monthly Archives: May 2011


Water is power…the power to clear my spirit, my mind, all my confusion. I used to play with the ocean as a child.  It was a living being for me (still is really), who I could tease and dance with…a … Continue reading

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I have been able to fly for as long as I can remember. There have been times in my life when I have soared like an eagle Across the infinite landscape of my life, And times when I have run, … Continue reading

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I am alone now Always alone It’s what I want Don’t want to go home I am home Just me Place me on a mountain top Face me in the strongest wind Blast me with snow And hail Throw all … Continue reading

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My List

One of the first questions which came to me when I decided to prepare for my death during this following year – was what do I want to do with my life?  I only have a year…what will I change?  … Continue reading

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Discovering my hands

The assignment is to “Practice Dying” (“A Year To Live”, Stephen Levine, Chapter 4).  I am in bed with a 101 Degree fever so it seems like a good time to practice. I am at home, alone, taking my last breaths.  It is … Continue reading

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